..:: C onversations in my head ::.

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head

There's a burning in my pride, and a nervous bleeding in my brain

Then there is the one thing that always tore us apart

It is the one thing I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself, 

You were trying to stop the fight

So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

I have given you all I can, I have given you everything I have. Along with everything I am, I've pledged to dedicate my future and all I can be to you. But there is for now a small hidden piece, I feel I cant surrender. Not now, or maybe ever.

I hope you will forgive me, in this way it could always remain. I think its the piece of me that will always be in the other soul I turned away.

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you